my bad attitude

i went to doc wed. i have been having pain in my wrist/hand/arm and was scared that i was developing carpal tunnel. No carpal tunnel, thank goodness! I have radial neuritis; he told me to take off until monday, and gave me prednisone (a steroid for the inflamation). i hope this takes care of it! i am left handed, and use that hand so much at work. scissoring, clippering, blow drying...and i don't think i could work part time making this much money. i make almost as much as bob does and he works full time. (on a side note, this is going to screw up how much i make this year; i try to beat every year by at least a little; at this rate i will be lucky to make as much as i did last year!)

the down side of being at home "resting" my wrist is that i am bored to tears. there is only so much you can do on facebook! i called my sil to see if she wanted to hang out today, cuz we haven't done anything since she moved back to the fort, but she said she might be busy. she wouldn't tell me what she was doing. i hate it when people are secretive.
i was watching steel magnolia's last night, and the end when sally fields was at the funeral, i was so wishing i had a big group of close friends like that! it sucks having no one i can really be myself around. i thought me and sheila could be close, but she gets on my nerves a little. *sigh* she's just very materialistic; i am sooooo not into that! and bren is hanging out a lot with rae (her sister who used to be my best friend before she went mental and dissed me) and i know that they are sisters, but bren used to talk bad about her all the time! now i see her kissing her ass of facebook. *bitching here* and rae got her hair cut- this just KILLS me because when i hacked mine off, she said something that really bothered me and if we hadn't been in church at the time, i would've knocked her out. she said-oh you got it cut short cuz sheri (my stepmom) did! gee, maybe i should go out and cut mine too! and now, her hair looks exactly like mine!!! grrr!!!!
as you can tell, i have some bitterness built up. i keep trying to get over it, but it just keeps coming back! her and gabby's mom, i just have a really hard time not being bitchy about, and wanting to use my car as a weapon against them...

deep breath.

ok. well, i finally got a laptop. i LOVE it!!! i have started writing on it! i have always wanted to write a book, but all the dialogue is a pia to me. and every time i would try, i would always go back and scrap it. this time, i have started with just a short story. i wrote for about an hour yesterday! baby steps, right???
my problem is that i always want to try stuff, but i don't always stick with what i start. like i wanted to quilt; till i picked up some quilting books. it's complicated! idk if i would have the patience for it!

hmmm...guess that's about it for now. i figured since i am so bored, and housework doesn't sound like fun, that i could update this a little more often.
have a great weekend!

:-)