i need someone to rant to, so looks like ur it!!!
i wish gabby would go on somewhere. she's all up her mom's ass, saying how much she loves her sister and her mom's boyfriend (who she doesn't really know)
she is hateful to kae and josh, and is never appreciative to me or bob for the things we give her. if she was at her mom's, she woulodn't have a cell, prolly would not be able to read still, and basically failing. i wish sometimes that she never came here. i can't stand her. i want to beat her ass. and her mom's ass too. i know this is childish behaviour, and beneath me, but i need to rant to get it out of my system.
why do i always get stomped on???????
i am very hurt.
i hope today gets better.
Friday, August 28, 2009
Thursday, August 27, 2009
Crazy days!!!
sheesh, i haven't had a single minute to update this thing......sooo much goin on, and i don't know if i can remember any of it lol!!!!
ok, doing good on the diet/excercise front. i have worked out every day and really have cut back. the only "treat" i've had is: we went to a cookout tues. and i ate a burger with cheese, and a handful of chips. (hey, there wasnt anything else, you eat what you're served!) and i can't stay away from the coffee energy drinks. they are sooooo yummy. i haven't weighed, and plan to do so on mon. or tues. of next week. if i haven't lost anything i am going to hurt someone.
i was super happy to get the kids back in school!!!!! so far things are going pretty smooth. not much me time (i am so selfish). tues. i told annie i would help her paint the fences at work, and yesterday i tanned, worked out, took bob lunch, showered and by then the day to myself was pretty much gone. i have yet to clean the house properly (maybe my priorities are skewered lol) but i have sat. off, and will try to do it then.
I had to spank josh twice this morning for being mouthy/disobedient, and kae "forgot" to do her homework so i had to wait on her to do it. so far school seems super easy for her; she's doing 4 letter spelling words and her math was count to 100. i hope this is to judge where everyone in the classroom is at; kae is gonna be bored to tears if this keeps up. (she reads at 6th grade level, and poor gabby now asks her how to spell stuff etc)
our bedroom is inching closer to being done; i helped bob mud it last weekend. i am so ready for that new closet!!!!
i am going to put up $35 a week, in one of my magazines it said that if i do that i'll have $455 in time for christmas. and we are broke, so i gotta do something. bob and i already talked about how we are toning it down this year. material things should not be the focus of christmas!!! and i think NOT getting everything you want builds character.
OH! my conflict of the week, almost forgot! avery asked me for jake's address!!! (they used to be married, he cheated and stuff, they got divorced. we just started being friends not too long ago, and i told her we could only be friends if i wasn't put in the middle of anything. jake and bob are like brothers) i didn't anwer her, cuz i was thinking how i should phrase HELL NO> she wants to take him to small claims for damage done to an apt. they lived in together that she's getting sued for damages for. i'm sorry, but i wasn't about to give her that address!!! he is laid off work, with a wife and 4 kids. he can't afford $1500. not to mention the fact that i told her i don't want to be in the middle of any kind of drama. i was really cheesed that she would ask me for that. i almost took her off my friend list. well anyway, she texted me nm she got it from somewhere else. i texted her back that i didn't want to be in the middle, didn't feel comfortable givin her the addy, hope she understood. she hit me back with, i got it no big deal. i felt it was texted in a shitty tone. )LOL)
so that's pretty much the end of that friendship. i can't be in the middle; so whatever.
ok, have a good weekend if u are reading this, blessings!!!
ok, doing good on the diet/excercise front. i have worked out every day and really have cut back. the only "treat" i've had is: we went to a cookout tues. and i ate a burger with cheese, and a handful of chips. (hey, there wasnt anything else, you eat what you're served!) and i can't stay away from the coffee energy drinks. they are sooooo yummy. i haven't weighed, and plan to do so on mon. or tues. of next week. if i haven't lost anything i am going to hurt someone.
i was super happy to get the kids back in school!!!!! so far things are going pretty smooth. not much me time (i am so selfish). tues. i told annie i would help her paint the fences at work, and yesterday i tanned, worked out, took bob lunch, showered and by then the day to myself was pretty much gone. i have yet to clean the house properly (maybe my priorities are skewered lol) but i have sat. off, and will try to do it then.
I had to spank josh twice this morning for being mouthy/disobedient, and kae "forgot" to do her homework so i had to wait on her to do it. so far school seems super easy for her; she's doing 4 letter spelling words and her math was count to 100. i hope this is to judge where everyone in the classroom is at; kae is gonna be bored to tears if this keeps up. (she reads at 6th grade level, and poor gabby now asks her how to spell stuff etc)
our bedroom is inching closer to being done; i helped bob mud it last weekend. i am so ready for that new closet!!!!
i am going to put up $35 a week, in one of my magazines it said that if i do that i'll have $455 in time for christmas. and we are broke, so i gotta do something. bob and i already talked about how we are toning it down this year. material things should not be the focus of christmas!!! and i think NOT getting everything you want builds character.
OH! my conflict of the week, almost forgot! avery asked me for jake's address!!! (they used to be married, he cheated and stuff, they got divorced. we just started being friends not too long ago, and i told her we could only be friends if i wasn't put in the middle of anything. jake and bob are like brothers) i didn't anwer her, cuz i was thinking how i should phrase HELL NO> she wants to take him to small claims for damage done to an apt. they lived in together that she's getting sued for damages for. i'm sorry, but i wasn't about to give her that address!!! he is laid off work, with a wife and 4 kids. he can't afford $1500. not to mention the fact that i told her i don't want to be in the middle of any kind of drama. i was really cheesed that she would ask me for that. i almost took her off my friend list. well anyway, she texted me nm she got it from somewhere else. i texted her back that i didn't want to be in the middle, didn't feel comfortable givin her the addy, hope she understood. she hit me back with, i got it no big deal. i felt it was texted in a shitty tone. )LOL)
so that's pretty much the end of that friendship. i can't be in the middle; so whatever.
ok, have a good weekend if u are reading this, blessings!!!
Wednesday, August 12, 2009
it's wednesday!
So i have been pretty productive today.
but i might mention that my little ones (ok big ones too) are driving me batty. it's fight fight fight alllllll the time, sometimes i want to use the duct tape. *sigh*
oh, i cut it kinda short yesterday, but i wanted to mention the weather again in sandusky.
we really wanted to go to cedar point last tues., but knew we could go wed. if the weather was bad. well i got up around 7:30 am and turned on the weather channel. it called for isolated thunderstorms all day. now, i had been praying pretty hard for decent weather on tuesday so we wouldn't have to go all day wed. and then drive home late.
we went down to breakfast, still praying before we ate for the weather to be ok. i was kinda leaning toward going wed. but really really disappointed. i brought some board (bored) games jic we did end up staying there all day; at least we'd have a little to do; maybe we could swim or something.
after talking to bob and watching the weather channel, we said let's jus tdo it! the sky was gray, but i hoped we'd be able to ride a few coasters.
talk about prayer answered! there were rain clouds almost all day, but it didn't rain a drop! the sun came out occasionally. at one point i was sure it would rain; we were in line for the millenium and the wind was kicking up and there were a few black clouds. i have heard they shut that coaster down for wind sometimes cuz it's one of the highest in the world. but we rode it, and it never did rain! i was praising God all day! it was the most fun i've had in long time and i so needed it!
so i feel very blessed, and i know that God listens! I started a notebook- writing down events when i KNEW God was with me, or answered impossible requests. this way if i ever feel that He isn't listening, or doesn't care, i can look in the notebook. i also have been writing down verses if they strike me.
He sent me eph 3:20, then the next night he sent me water into wine story in Matthew. i am often awed by how He works!
well if anyone reads this, blessings! :-)
but i might mention that my little ones (ok big ones too) are driving me batty. it's fight fight fight alllllll the time, sometimes i want to use the duct tape. *sigh*
oh, i cut it kinda short yesterday, but i wanted to mention the weather again in sandusky.
we really wanted to go to cedar point last tues., but knew we could go wed. if the weather was bad. well i got up around 7:30 am and turned on the weather channel. it called for isolated thunderstorms all day. now, i had been praying pretty hard for decent weather on tuesday so we wouldn't have to go all day wed. and then drive home late.
we went down to breakfast, still praying before we ate for the weather to be ok. i was kinda leaning toward going wed. but really really disappointed. i brought some board (bored) games jic we did end up staying there all day; at least we'd have a little to do; maybe we could swim or something.
after talking to bob and watching the weather channel, we said let's jus tdo it! the sky was gray, but i hoped we'd be able to ride a few coasters.
talk about prayer answered! there were rain clouds almost all day, but it didn't rain a drop! the sun came out occasionally. at one point i was sure it would rain; we were in line for the millenium and the wind was kicking up and there were a few black clouds. i have heard they shut that coaster down for wind sometimes cuz it's one of the highest in the world. but we rode it, and it never did rain! i was praising God all day! it was the most fun i've had in long time and i so needed it!
so i feel very blessed, and i know that God listens! I started a notebook- writing down events when i KNEW God was with me, or answered impossible requests. this way if i ever feel that He isn't listening, or doesn't care, i can look in the notebook. i also have been writing down verses if they strike me.
He sent me eph 3:20, then the next night he sent me water into wine story in Matthew. i am often awed by how He works!
well if anyone reads this, blessings! :-)
Tuesday, August 11, 2009
it's been a while
yes, i hit the antisocial hermit stage.
last week we went to cedar point, and omygosh it was so much fun! 14 hours of walking and waiting in line tired my husband out. he's just not as into the coasters as i am. it's a little disappointing, but hey at least i got to go! the girls had a really good time too. our hotel was clean, and with the free breakfast, i feel like we got a deal.
i registered the kids for school. they start aug. 24, and no one is more ready than me! i got kae's hair cut today (and a trim for me). it's in a stacked bob, and she looks so cute! thankx to my sucky interntet, i will not be posting any pics :-(
well that's about all i have time for today; the kids are going to the michigan dunes with my parents thurs and fri, can't wait!!!!!
Eph. 3:20
last week we went to cedar point, and omygosh it was so much fun! 14 hours of walking and waiting in line tired my husband out. he's just not as into the coasters as i am. it's a little disappointing, but hey at least i got to go! the girls had a really good time too. our hotel was clean, and with the free breakfast, i feel like we got a deal.
i registered the kids for school. they start aug. 24, and no one is more ready than me! i got kae's hair cut today (and a trim for me). it's in a stacked bob, and she looks so cute! thankx to my sucky interntet, i will not be posting any pics :-(
well that's about all i have time for today; the kids are going to the michigan dunes with my parents thurs and fri, can't wait!!!!!
Eph. 3:20
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